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Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Sometimes, the only one that can motivate you is yourself. My parents and teachers constantly tell me to do my best and study, but sometimes I really just can't be bothered. Of course I know my responsibilities and I try to fulfill them, but it's the rebellion in me that rages like a deranged monster. I know for a fact that the only people I really listen to are my friends and myself, it's not that I don't listen to my parents but sometimes the pressure and expectations that they place on me are too much to handle. I would ask my friends to psycho me into being more studious and hardworking, but I hate hearing bad remarks about me and I wouldn't want to risk friendships 'cause I just might loose my cool and forget. So I guess the only person that can badmouth me without me getting pissed off like hell is myself. This might not work for some people, but it did for me! I took a video of myself on my laptop, saying every possible thing about what would happen to me if I didn't study, and I replayed it. It was odd watching myself, because I can't stand it when people to do it to me and there I was getting pressured by myself. But surprisingly, it worked. I'm not going to go into detail about how it works and everything cause I think it's pretty obvious how. well, going to study now. FOR REAL! wish me luck:)


Sunday, March 08, 2009

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since i'm putting this dumb thing up i might as well blog:D

well, woke up in the morning at like 8:30 to go to jess's house for music project. as usual, no work was done, and we ended up eating a sushi lunch courtesy of her mom, and watching that oh-so-cute hetalia anime. and we were bored so we did this little script thingy

One day you dropped a penny and you tried to find it. But instead, you saw a button. So you say

“good god, james! Look! A button! I must say, it is quite a button, is it not?!”

“who’s james?”

“your butler, of course!”

“so I have a butler named james?”

“its pronounced as JAAAAAHHHHH MEEESSSS”

“jaayyyyy-meesss????”

“nonono! JAAAAHHHHHHMMMESSSS!!”

“GAYYYYESSSS?!”

“GOOD GOD, MAN! JAHMES!!

“MAIIIMESSS”

“HOLY MOTHER OF BISCUITS, STRUDELS AND ENGLISH TEA!”

“I WANT TEEEAAA”

“TEA BAG WITH YOUR MOTHER”

“BITE YOUR TONGUE! MY MOTHER MUST NEVER KNOW!”

“SO IT IS YOU THAT VISITS HER IN THE NIGHT!”

“SHHH! MY FATHER MUST NEVER KNOW EITHER! HE FEARS I GO STRAIGHT”

“ANYWAY, BACK TO THE BUTTON!!”

“AND A SHINY BUTTON IT MUST BE!”

“VERY VERYYY SHINY *WIGGLES EYEBROWS*”

“ANYWAY! YOU PICK UP THE BUTTON AND YOU ARE IMMEDIATELY DRAWN TO IT!”

“WHY WOULD I BE DRAWN TO A BUTTON?!?!?”

“BECAUSE YOUR ALLERGIC TO APPLES!”

“WHAT DO APPLES HAVE TO DO WITH BUTTONS?!”

“THEY ARE RED AND VERY JUICY!”

“YOU’VE EATEN A BUTTON BEFORE?!”

“YOUR MOTHERS BUTTON*WIGGLES EYEBROWS*”

“ YOU’VE EATEN MY MOTHERS BUTTON?!?!”

“YES I HAVE! AND A MIGHTY TASTY BUTTON IT IS!”

“NO WONDER I HEAR HER MOANING WHENEVER SHE DOES THE DISHES!”

“WHILE DOING THE DISHES?!”

“SHE ENJOYS WASHING SHINY METAL THINGS!”

“MY BUTT IS NOT A SHINY METAL THING!”

“IT WILL BE SOON IF YU CONTINUE TALKING ABOUT MY MOTHER THAT WAY!”

“GOOD GOD!”

“ANMYWAY, BACK TO THE BUTTON!”

“SO WHAT WOULD YOU SAY IF YOU SAW A BUTTON?!?!”

“uhm… LOOK, A BUTTON?!”

“NO YOU WOULD NOT! YOU WOULD BE FASCINATED WITH THE BUTTON AND SET UP A SHRINE FOR IT!”

“OF COURSE! YOU ARE ______!?

“YOU RACIST BASTARD!”* CONJURES UP KNIFE LIKE HARRY POTTER AND STABS THE GUY”

“OH NO! MY BACK! THE BLOOD SPURTS LIKE A FOUNTAIN!”

“EEEEHHH!!! ELLIYAH YEO!!!”

“*WEIRD RINGTONE PLAYS*”

“AHHHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!1 IT’S THE WEIRD BUDDHIST MUSIC!!!!”

“MUUUHAHHAHAHAHHA WE DIE TOGETHER!!! GOODBYE HARRY POTTER!”

“MY NAME IS NOT HARRY POTTER!”

“IT IS NOW!!!* TAKES OUT MARKER FROM BUTT PANTS AND DRAWS LIGHTNING ON FOREHEAD*”

“WHAT THE EFFIN FUCK?!?!”

“NOW WINGUARDIAM LEVIOSA YOUR ASS OUT OF HERE!!” *WOOOOOOOOOOOOSHHHH*

haha yeah. than me and winnie left. met rena at coldstorage's times bookshop and looked at all the spastic stuff. ok i really cant be bothered so I'm just gonna summarise. luca, sarah, faiyaz, meyi came over for baking and stuff for service project. took lots of crazy jumping pics. yeap:D thats it. oooh. and parents came back and we went for dinner at chang. OOOHHH KOREAN BEEFY:D ok thats the main points. teeeeheeee:D:D


Sunday, February 08, 2009

thinking of you<3

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
<33

Cried when I heard this song.
I don't know if it was cause I was really emotional at that time or something,
but the lyrics are so sad.
And Katy Perry is such an amazing singer.

more than a month of school has passed and i'm still not working hard.
i know i should be putting extra effort into my work this year,
with IGCSE's and all that jazz,
but for some reason I can't bring myself to do so.
I guess I'll have to force myself to be hardworking.
I don't want to dissapoint my mom.
I'll get good results for my IGCSE's and hopefully move to America for the rest of my school years.

On friday,
Sherrin, Tian-Yun and I were talking about furthering our studies in the US after this year.
And of course, some other random shit.
Like gossip girl was based on the Nightingale-Bamford school in New York.
So we googled the school on my iPhone and found it.
apparently it was the 22nd most expensive private school in new york in 2007.
The fees are about USD $32k per yer, but it's inclusive of lunch, books, and school trips.
And the school has many connections to Ivy League schools like Harvard, Yale, Brown, and many others.
Sounds like a pretty good deal, doesn't it?
But its so freaking ex.
so we used sherrins phone to calculate how much more we would have to pay if we transferred.
about... SGD $7k extra a year?
But i guess it's an ok amount, since New York is the most expensive place in the US.
and It'll be about the same price as UWC or OFS.
we wondered if the girls there were as bitchy as those we saw in gossip girl.
so that idea threw us off a little.
than lau shi said we had to finish our 300 word compo or we couldn't go so we had to stop talking
haha:D

but I've been searching up private schools in Boston and New York ever since that conversation.
I mean, singapore is so small, and the whole country practically screams "we live to stress and bore all our citizens!"
that's my opinion, but I guess I'm just the type of person who can't stay in one place for too long.

had math tuition on friday night,
and my tution teacher told me that his dad fainted with his eyes open, and thought he died.
but he did'nt.
so we started talking about what age would be appropiate to die.(wasting time, I know)
he wanted to die at 65 cause he was already content with his life.
but he's like... 45? and isn't married.
a good reason to live longer would be to spend more time with your loved ones, of course.
hmmm, I do want to see my grandchildren(;
if I don't get any, I'll adopt and name them after my closest friends:D
or maybe I'll just name them really significant things that will cause them to hate me?
rachel said she'll make my kids hate me for naming them things like Elena, Tylor and Schuyler.
she even wrote me a really retarded story on my facebook wall.
Tie- lorh!! Sky lah!!
I was reading this in the hotel room and ROFLed.
I'll copy the story later.
anyway, i hope that at least one of my friends name their kid after me.*hint hint*
ooohhhh! i want kino and borders vouchers!
can't think of anything else to blog...
oh wells, at least I tried:D

anyway, here's the retarded story rachel wrote for me. the twit made me a beggar girl. watch out, I KNOW WHAT YOU DID LAST SUMMER.

Once upon a time, there lived a beggar girl named Leona Szeto Yi Jia One House Hor Fun. She lived just outside the palace of the Hottinghams. The Hottinghams had many princes in their palace due to (not pasting this part) 

Everyday, the 118 princes of Hottingham would go out for a walk in the park, and would pass the dear little beggar girl. The filthy, flea-ridden girl would swoo n over all hundred and eighteen Hottingham princes and (i'm not gonna paste this part either) 

One fine day, the beggar girl's wish came true. The 118 Hottingham princes on their way back to their Hottingham Palace when the last two Hottinghams at the end of the line -they were twins!- picked up our dear Leona Szeto Yi Jia One House Hor Fun (not gonna paste this part either)

Exactly nine months later, Leona the no-longer-a-beggar-girl gave birth to twins. The Hottingham princes brought out Leona and their children out to the park, where they decided on a name for their children.

"What would you like to name your beautiful baby boy who looks like an exact clone of me when I was younger?" Prince Edward asked Leona the no-longer-a-beggar-girl. Noticing Edward's crooked tie, Leona immediately shouted in Prince Edward's ear, "TIE LARH!"

Edward was a little confused at first, but he understood what the inarticulate girl was saying. "Tylor... Tylor..." he repeated over and over again. "Tylor Hottingham! Excellent!" exclaimed Prince Edward. Prince Jacob then elbowed Leona Szeto Yi Jia One House Hor Fun, "What are we going to name our daughter, girl-whose-name-I-do-not-know-even-after-9-months?" asked Prince Jacob inquisitively. Suddenly, an enormous plane flew above. "SKY LARH!" cried Leona.
"Schu.. Schu... Schu... Schuyler?" asked Prince Jacob. "Ya larh!" Leona said, rolling her eyes. She had no idea why it was so difficult to communicate with these rich types. "I think Schuyler Hottingham is far too short a name! What do you think, Edward?" Prince Jacob rubbed his chin, trying to think of a better name. Before Prince Edward could have a say, Prince Jacob stood up and shouted, "My daughter shall be named Schuyler Elena Daniel Hottingham!" He sent a flock of pigeons flying, and every single one of them pooped on Leona and her poor babies.
"Eeeyer can!" Leona cried out and stared at her bird poop-covered hair. "Do something leh!" Unsure of what to do, the Hottingham twins said in the most ahlianyness they could muster, "Dun worri lehhx! We lubbx euu lyk nong nong tiem!"

The End

The moral of the story, kiddies, is that don't swoon over hot bastards and want their seed in you, because you will end up suffering for nine months and having frightened birds poo on you.
 
I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU WROTE THIS, BUT I LOVE YOU ANYWAY.
BUT YOU STILL OWE ME BIG TIME
>:D


 


Thursday, January 29, 2009

dear father,

I would like to express my deepest condolences to you. It must be so hard for you not to have your definition of a perfect child. You must be suffering immensly as you take out your frustrations on me all the time. It's okay, just continue to be as you are. Your selfish, inconsiderate,sadistic self. Don't worry about me (ops, I'm sorry. you never do, do you?), i 'm pretty much used to all the bullshit you dish out to me already. So you call me stubborn? Care to explain why? Just because i don't listen to you at times does not mean I'm stubborn. Have you ever thought that I might have my reasons for disobeying? But really... whatever. Thank goodness i have amazing friends that love me for who I am. I'm more than content about how my life is going right now, really. How about you just ignore me and stop invading my personal stuff, and we can just be at peace for the rest of our lives. You won't have to be bothered by me, and I won't have to be constantly nagged and degraded by you. But despite all you have done, i must thank you for doing so. Thru the years of trying to live up to your standards and failing, I have learned to numb myself to block out the pain. And not only that, I know how not to raise a child. Experience helps, don't you think? Once I am of age, I shall leave with the experiences and phrase, "life's a bitch", etched into my soul. So again, I would like to thank you for all you have done. And please stop degrading and insulting other people just because they are what you're not.

your loving(i think i just puked a little) daughter,
leona


Friday, November 28, 2008

i miss port dickson so much, its crazy. the uber sunburns and muscle aches were horrible but they were so worth it. honestly, i loved everything about it. the beach, the food, the trainings, the sometimes horrid accomondations, and most of all, i love the people and the moments we had together. thats why i'm going to update my lists of things i want to do before i die and why i'm glad to be alive.

list of why i'm grateful to be alive and me:
1. I love dreams.
2. I love reading
3. I got to see the many parts of the world
4. I have loving parents
5. I'm an emotional person
6. The twilight movie is coming out soon:D
7. I have amazing friends
8. I treasure every moment spent with my loved ones, 'cause you'll never know when that might end.
9. I got to go to port dickson with an amazing bunch of people
10. I learnt how to play polar bear!!
11. I tend to see the best in people most of the time
12. I can compose(sometimes)

things i want to do and experience before dying:
1. travel around the world
2. go to a club and party like a rockstar
3. join a karaoke contest
4. go to college
5. buy a professional camera and take pictures of everything
6. saying bye to everyone i know
7. read tons of books
8. watch korean and japanese drama series till i cant snot cry anymore
9. go out every single day
10. watch the most gorgeous sunset
11. fall in and out of love
12. have kids
13. own a sunflower farm
14. relive every single moment of my life that i can remember.
15. be the pastor of my friends wedding.
16. go to port dickson again with the same bunch of amazing people

PD people, must meet up more often kay:D missing you people already
xoxo



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